ayan nanaman! another creation. hahaha~ naggwapuhan again ako ee. TT eeek! ano ba yan~ di bale, di ko na siya magiging crush pag may nahanap na ulit akong gwapong koreano (sana meron sa school ngayong school year!!). hahah! teka. ano ba yan! two timing ako!! kami pa ni Enchong Dee tapos pumapayag akong magpaligaw kay Kim Bum? ang bad ko talaga! eek, hahaha. echos! actually. totoo yan..
*imagination*
kasi, ganito yun.. nung 2nd year ako.. naging kami ni kim bum.. tumagal kami ng 11 months. nag sawa na kasi ako ee. dun ko kasi nakilala si Nick Jonas.. e nag kataon.. nagbakasyon kami ni Kim Bum nun sa states.. kaya nakilala namin si Nick.. ayun! dun na kami nagkalabuan ni Kim Bum.. kasi, hindi alam ni Nick na kami ni Kim Beom, kaya pinormahan niya ako... ayun! nahulog naman ako sakanya.. at sinalo naman niya ako.. (referring to Nick) at ayun na nga, nagkalabuan na kami. kaya. nakipag break na ako.. ilang beses pa nga ako paulit ulit na binalikan ni kim bum.. sinabi pa niya sakin.. "ka ji ma" which means "dont leave me" aww. nagmamakaawa pa sya na maging kami ulit. kaso, kami na ni Niick nun kaya eto yung naging conversation namin: me:"It's over.. move on.." kimbum: "but, i still love you..." me: "let's just be friends.." kimbum:"but i cant be friends with you.." ako naman,. nagulat! me: "what?.. do you mean?" kimbum: "i cant be friends with the one i love.." me: "but..why?" kimbum: "friends are supposed to be telling secrets.. telling what the feel for the one they love. share their painful experiences. and friends are the one you run when you need a shoulder to cry on.. and i dont what to be just friends. i want more than that. i want you to be telling me what you feel for the one you love..and i want it to be me. i want to be the guy you love. the one you share secrets with. the one your cuddling with. i want you to be in my life.." me: "but.." kimbum: "and i cant afford to see you cry.." *speechless ako* kimbum: "i cant afford to see you cry over other guys who hurt you." me: "hey.. we can get over this. we need space. it might take a while.. but someday.. there are plenty of girls that are going gaga all over you.." kimbum: "but..you're what i want. youre the one I love." me: "if we are really meant to be.. God will make a way.. okay? maybe im just not the right girl for you.. you'll find the girl you'll love forever, someday.. okay?"
tapos, napansin ko.. naluluha na pala ako.. dalidali kong pinahid yung luha ko..
kimbum: "but you're the right girl.. your the one i wanna spend forever with.." me: "believe me, i'm not.." I smiled at him then i placed my hand into his left cheek. he held it then he closed his eyes.. "goodbye.." then i slowly slipped my hand away. kimbum: "goodbye.." he said.. almost a whisper..
tapos ayun. inabot ng ilang months bago siya nakapag move on. hanggang sa isang araw. nagkabungguan kami sa isang place sa korea.. kasma ko pa yung friend ko na si Joana nun.. at ayun. pinakilala ko sila sa isat isa. kaya ngayon, sila na. hahaha. oha! diba? at ngayon, break na kami ni Nick.. kami na ngayon ni Enchong dee. yung past naman ni Joana. parang nung kami ni Kim Bum, Sila ni Enchong.. ayun. parang nagpalit lang kami ng bf..
*end of imagination*
hahahaha! oha?!?! ang galing ko mag imagine no? pwede na akong book writer or journalist! hahaha. ang saya~ osya. tapos na ang kwento ni lola basyang. yuck!! lola bsyang?!?! hahaha.
ayan nanaman! another creation. hahaha~ naggwapuhan again ako ee. TT eeek! ano ba yan~ di bale, di ko na siya magiging crush pag may nahanap na ulit akong gwapong koreano (sana meron sa school ngayong school year!!). hahah! teka. ano ba yan! two timing ako!! kami pa ni Enchong Dee tapos pumapayag akong magpaligaw kay Kim Bum? ang bad ko talaga! eek, hahaha. echos! actually. totoo yan..
*imagination*
kasi, ganito yun.. nung 2nd year ako.. naging kami ni kim bum.. tumagal kami ng 11 months. nag sawa na kasi ako ee. dun ko kasi nakilala si Nick Jonas.. e nag kataon.. nagbakasyon kami ni Kim Bum nun sa states.. kaya nakilala namin si Nick.. ayun! dun na kami nagkalabuan ni Kim Bum.. kasi, hindi alam ni Nick na kami ni Kim Beom, kaya pinormahan niya ako... ayun! nahulog naman ako sakanya.. at sinalo naman niya ako.. (referring to Nick) at ayun na nga, nagkalabuan na kami. kaya. nakipag break na ako.. ilang beses pa nga ako paulit ulit na binalikan ni kim bum.. sinabi pa niya sakin.. "ka ji ma" which means "dont leave me" aww. nagmamakaawa pa sya na maging kami ulit. kaso, kami na ni Niick nun kaya eto yung naging conversation namin: me:"It's over.. move on.." kimbum: "but, i still love you..." me: "let's just be friends.." kimbum:"but i cant be friends with you.." ako naman,. nagulat! me: "what?.. do you mean?" kimbum: "i cant be friends with the one i love.." me: "but..why?" kimbum: "friends are supposed to be telling secrets.. telling what the feel for the one they love. share their painful experiences. and friends are the one you run when you need a shoulder to cry on.. and i dont what to be just friends. i want more than that. i want you to be telling me what you feel for the one you love..and i want it to be me. i want to be the guy you love. the one you share secrets with. the one your cuddling with. i want you to be in my life.." me: "but.." kimbum: "and i cant afford to see you cry.." *speechless ako* kimbum: "i cant afford to see you cry over other guys who hurt you." me: "hey.. we can get over this. we need space. it might take a while.. but someday.. there are plenty of girls that are going gaga all over you.." kimbum: "but..you're what i want. youre the one I love." me: "if we are really meant to be.. God will make a way.. okay? maybe im just not the right girl for you.. you'll find the girl you'll love forever, someday.. okay?"
tapos, napansin ko.. naluluha na pala ako.. dalidali kong pinahid yung luha ko..
kimbum: "but you're the right girl.. your the one i wanna spend forever with.." me: "believe me, i'm not.." I smiled at him then i placed my hand into his left cheek. he held it then he closed his eyes.. "goodbye.." then i slowly slipped my hand away. kimbum: "goodbye.." he said.. almost a whisper..
tapos ayun. inabot ng ilang months bago siya nakapag move on. hanggang sa isang araw. nagkabungguan kami sa isang place sa korea.. kasma ko pa yung friend ko na si Joana nun.. at ayun. pinakilala ko sila sa isat isa. kaya ngayon, sila na. hahaha. oha! diba? at ngayon, break na kami ni Nick.. kami na ngayon ni Enchong dee. yung past naman ni Joana. parang nung kami ni Kim Bum, Sila ni Enchong.. ayun. parang nagpalit lang kami ng bf..
*end of imagination*
hahahaha! oha?!?! ang galing ko mag imagine no? pwede na akong book writer or journalist! hahaha. ang saya~ osya. tapos na ang kwento ni lola basyang. yuck!! lola bsyang?!?! hahaha.
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